Sexual and Emotional Transformation Assisted by Technology
Reprinted from Open Exchange Magazine
© 2002 Ellen Eatough, MA, CHT
Ellen Eatough is founder of Extatica, Inc. She helps people connect deeply with their spiritual source through sexuality and intimate relationship. She does this through work with individuals on releasing sexual trauma and past relationships; lectures, seminars and articles on various aspects of sexual-spiritual awakening; and her web site, Extatica.com, "Your Resource for Sexual Spirituality," http://www.extatica.com/
If you have experienced sexual trauma, such as molestation, incest or rape, transformation for you might mean being free of the armoring and knee-jerk responses that can insidiously interfere with your ability to have a deeply satisfying sex life and enduring emotionally intimate relationship. Frequently, despite years of therapy, the past remains energetically lodged in your body, which can lead to physical ailments or strike out at the most inopportune moment to prevent you from fully opening to the beauty of experience available right now.
As a certified hypnotherapist, I have incorporated two revolutionary technologies in my sexual-spiritual healing practice, the Lumatron strobic colored light stimulator and the Inner Quest System. These devices, each in different ways, resonate with the subtle energy fields of the body/mind to facilitate clearing of trauma, limiting patterns and energetic obstacles to health and emotional well-being. The Lumatron projects one of twelve colors of flickering light at a time into the eyes. The Inner Quest System consists of a set of gold plated wands, each containing different formulas of powdered gemstones and crystals and inert gases. The wands are connected to and activated by a computerized base which generates a scaler wave resonating at the frequency of healthy cells.
The following case histories, demonstrate the potential of these devices to assist in personal transformation. The names have been changed to protect confidentiality.
Diane, a thirty-eight year old single mother with lupus disease, had been sexually and psychologically abused by her father as a child with the knowledge and compliance of her mother. Her current problem was that she had just had a sonogram detecting massive fibroid uterine tumors, which were growing and causing pain. Her doctor insisted she must have invasive surgery to remove the tumors as soon as possible, but Diane was concerned that she was not healthy enough to survive the procedure.
During her first session with the Lumatron light stimulator, she described having a very spiritual and transpersonal experience. As she viewed flickering violet light, she experienced herself in an exhalted, almost heavenly perspective over the earth. She then saw her parents and, for the first time, recognized and deeply empathized with their pain and realized that they were also victims. At this point she was able to forgive them for their transgressions against her. Her abdominal pain went away, so about ten days later Diane had another sonogram. The uterine tumors had subsided to such a great degree that her doctor, who couldn’t explain the change, decided that she no longer needed surgery. Many months later there had been no reoccurrence of the tumors.
Richard, an attractive middle-aged man, had been born into a cult. He had been abused emotionally, psychologically, sexually and physically by his parents and other adults throughout his youth. With years of various conventional and alternative therapies, he had made tremendous progress and, by outward signs, was a fully functioning adult. However, he felt numb in his entire lower torso and pelvic area; it was a big blank. He had never had a satisfying relationship with a woman. He wanted to date, but felt cellular memory still caused him to “trigger,” or suddenly "freak out" and flee, at inopportune moments when with a woman.
Richard wanted to try the Inner Quest System. Since he drove a substantial distance to see me, we did a total of four two-hour sessions a couple of weeks apart. We worked with the device using a variety of hypnotherapeutic techniques. He quickly released traumatic memory after memory stored in his physical and emotional body. During the first session he began to feel his pelvic area for the first time and afterward noticed the memories didn’t trigger him into reliving childhood experiences, but were rather like watching a movie as an adult. By the third session we began working on releasing his blocks to mutually satisfying, peer-level emotionally intimate and satisfying sexual relationship with a woman. After four sessions he felt complete.
Six weeks later, Richard tells me he is delighted to find that he feels and can stay in his body and is really enjoying it for the first time. He has become very social and is meeting a lot of people. He's noticing that his body is no longer frozen and that he can now read its signals clearly. Since our work together, he can tell when somebody is interested in him and whether he is interested in them or not, whereas it used to be very confusing. He's become very clear and has found women expressing interest in him. He says he's taking it slow, is feeling very grounded as he progresses and is excited about the healthy interactions he is having with both men and women for the first time.
Hillary is a thirty-year-old woman who's vagina had been numb on the inside. “I enjoy sex, but penetration seems to be more of a thing to get through after I’ve had a clitoral orgasm,” she said. She felt this related to childhood sexual molestation by her uncle. She had told her father about this, but he did nothing. Other therapies hadn't helped the numbness.
During her first session with the Inner Quest System, Hillary felt sadness moving throughout her body. She became aware of her family dynamic, that is, that everyone was deeply hurt and responded by hurting other family members in self-defense. She coughed off and on for about an hour after the session, seemingly releasing the sadness about all of this. Within another hour, she realized that she was much more open to receiving in every way without all the armoring she used to have.
After three one-hour sessions she conveyed the following: “My experience with the 'Golden Wands' was nothing short of revolutionary. Before I used them, my vagina was numb inside, but after just three sessions, the entire interior of my vagina was completely alive. I had sex with my partner and ecstatic sensations coursed through me. I could feel every little nuance, every little millimeter of his skin against mine, and it was just amazing. I felt deep waves of pleasure unlike anything I had experienced before. We both cried, it was so beautiful. Now, I can feel how deeply satisfied my vagina feels--I feel alive in a way I never have before. I am so grateful to have experienced such a deep healing! It's unbelievable how all of this could have changed in such a short time, and have a lasting effect!”
Sometimes even I find such results difficult to comprehend. But I am grateful that these wonderful applications of technology exist to help people, that devices made of materials as seemingly impersonal as glass, metals, gases and computer chips can have such deeply personal and transformative effects on one's subtle energy fields and consequently their emotional and physical body.
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